I am so different today. I don't even recognize the person I was. Does anyone but my husband see the difference? Does anyone else know how hard this was to do? Does anyone know what I go through on a daily basis trying to make this work? Does anyone truly understand the pain, dedication, commitment, difficult choices, joy and elation of this transformation?
God! He does. He knows my heart. He knows my pain. He knows my joy and elation. He has held my hand through it all.
What a blessing to know that I am loved for all my imperfections as he has cleansed my sin and made my life new. What grace has been given to me as I have walked this journey.
My heart tells me that there is someone out there who needs what I didn't feel I had. Someone who understands. Someone who accepts their imperfections. Someone who will hold their hand. My prayer today is that I have the opportunity to be that person, to show them the love of My God.
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